Fuck yes, my blog.

There will always be that one person who things went wrong with. That, if you could, you’d go back and change it all. Change what you said; what you did. But as much as we want to go back; as much as we want that person back in our lives, it’ll never happen.

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—	and my question is. why won’t it? why can’t i have who i want? why are there so many complications to my simple and true feelings?

sigh.

I am so sad right now.

March 28th 2013. The start of something wonderful. ♥

.Why.

I really don’t understand why this always happens to me. I meet somebody seemingly amazing. They’re attentive, funny, smart, and they like talking to me. They are always around and always want to hang out with me and I’m on their mind constantly. Sparks fly. We have our first kiss and it’s magical. We grow closer. It seems like the whole world was made for us. And then, out of nowhere, nothing. No sightings. No texts or calls. Nothing. At. All. They drop off the face of the planet. Why? Am I defective? Is there something wrong with me? I’m so tired of this shit. I don’t think I want to be in a relationship ever again. I don’t want to be hurt like this anymore. I almost don’t even want to have feelings. It hurts too much.

just wanted to share my new piercing!! and i went back to my natural color hair yays.

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Funny.

I really thought that things would be different. But apparently I’m not worth the time, the money or the effort.