|—||and my question is. why won’t it? why can’t i have who i want? why are there so many complications to my simple and true feelings?|
I really don’t understand why this always happens to me. I meet somebody seemingly amazing. They’re attentive, funny, smart, and they like talking to me. They are always around and always want to hang out with me and I’m on their mind constantly. Sparks fly. We have our first kiss and it’s magical. We grow closer. It seems like the whole world was made for us. And then, out of nowhere, nothing. No sightings. No texts or calls. Nothing. At. All. They drop off the face of the planet. Why? Am I defective? Is there something wrong with me? I’m so tired of this shit. I don’t think I want to be in a relationship ever again. I don’t want to be hurt like this anymore. I almost don’t even want to have feelings. It hurts too much.
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